Gabriel's Rapture Page 2

  “Of course.”

  Gabriel lowered his hands. “I lost my virginity to her.”

  Julia’s eyebrows shot up. Jamie and her domineering mother had never been very pleasant to Julia, and she had always disliked them. She had no idea that Officer Roberts, who had investigated Simon’s attack on her a month previous, had been Gabriel’s first.

  “It was not the greatest of experiences,” he said quietly. “In fact, I would say it was scarring. I didn’t love her. There was some attraction, of course, but no true affection. We went to Selinsgrove High School together. She sat next to me in History one year.” He shrugged. “We flirted and messed around after school and eventually…

  “Jamie was a virgin but lied and said she wasn’t. I wasn’t attentive to her at all. I was selfish and stupid.” He cursed. “She said it didn’t hurt much, but there was blood afterward. I felt like an animal and I’ve always regretted it.” Gabriel cringed, and Julia felt the guilt radiating from him. His description made her almost ill, but it also explained a great deal.

  “That’s horrible. I’m so sorry.” She squeezed his hand. “Is that why you were so worried last night?”

  He nodded.

  “She misled you.”

  “That’s no excuse for my behavior, before or afterward.” He cleared his throat. “She assumed we were in a relationship, but I wasn’t interested. That made it worse, of course. I graduated from being merely an animal to being an animal and an asshole. When I saw her at Thanksgiving, I hadn’t spoken to her in years. I asked her to forgive me. She was remarkably gracious.

  “I’ve always felt guilty for treating her badly. I’ve stayed away from virgins ever since.” He swallowed noisily. “Until last night.

  “First times are supposed to be sweet, but seldom are. While you were worrying about pleasing me, I was worrying about pleasing you. Perhaps I was too careful, too protective, but I couldn’t have borne it if I’d hurt you.”

  Julia put her breakfast aside and stroked his face. “You were very gentle and very generous. I’ve never known such joy, and that’s because you loved me with more than just your body. Thank you.”

  As if to prove her point, he kissed her deeply. Julia hummed as his hands tangled through her hair, and she wrapped her arms about his neck. He slid his hands between them to the front of her robe, parting it hesitantly. He lifted his head, his eyes questioning.

  She nodded.

  He began whispering kisses against her neck and drew his mouth up to tug at her earlobe. “How do you feel?”

  “Great,” she whispered as his lips skimmed down to her throat.

  He moved so he could see her face while one of his hands traveled to rest atop her lower abdomen. “Are you sore?”

  “A little.”

  “Then we should wait.”

  “No!”

  He laughed, his lips curling up into his signature seductive smile. “Did you mean what you said last night about making love out here?”

  She shivered at the way his voice inflamed her but returned his smile, winding her fingers in his hair, tugging him closer. He opened her robe and began to explore her curves with both hands before dropping his mouth to kiss her breasts.

  “You were shy with me this morning.” He pressed a reverent kiss over her heart “What changed?”

  Julia brushed against the hint of a dimple in his chin. “I will probably always be a little shy about being naked. But I want you. I want you to look into my eyes and tell me you love me as you move inside me. I will remember that as long as I live.”

  “I’ll keep reminding you,” he breathed.

  He divested her of her robe and positioned her on her back. “Are you cold?”

  “Not when you’re holding me,” she whispered, smiling. “Wouldn’t you rather have me on top? I’d like to try it.”

  He threw off his robe and boxer shorts quickly and covered her body with his own, placing a hand on either side of her face. “Someone might see you out here, darling. And I can’t have that. No one gets to see this beautiful body except me.

  “Although the neighbors and passersby might be able to hear you…for the next hour or so…” He chuckled as she inhaled sharply, a tremor of pleasure coursing all the way down to her toes.

  He kissed her, pushing her hair away from her face. “My goal is to see how many times I can please you before I can’t hold back anymore.”

  She grinned. “I like the sound of that.”

  “So do I. So let me hear you.”

  The blue sky blushed to see such passionate lovemaking, while the Florentine sun smiled down, warming the lovers despite the gentle breeze. Beside them, Julia’s coffee and milk grew stone cold and sullen at being ignored.

  * * *

  After a brief nap, Julia borrowed Gabriel’s MacBook to send an email to her father. She had two important messages in her inbox. The first was from Rachel.

  Jules!

  How are you? Is my brother behaving himself? Have you slept with him yet? Yes, it is COMPLETELY inappropriate for me to ask that question, but come on, if you were dating anyone else you would have told me already.

  I’m not going to volunteer any advice. I’m trying not to think too much about it. Just let me know you’re happy and he’s treating you properly.

  Aaron sends his best.

  Love you,

  Rachel.

  PS. Scott has a new girlfriend. He’s been secretive about her so I’m not sure how long they’ve been dating. I keep bugging him to introduce me but he won’t.

  Maybe she’s a professor.

  Julia snickered, glad that Gabriel was showering and not reading over her shoulder. He’d be annoyed at his sister for posing such personal questions. She took a few moments to phrase her response before typing her reply.

  Hi Rachel,

  The hotel is beautiful. Gabriel has been very sweet and gave me your mother’s diamond earrings. Did you know about that?

  I feel guilty about it, so please let me know if this upsets you.

  As to your other question, Yes. Gabriel treats me well, and I am VERY happy.

  Say hi to Aaron for me. Looking forward to Christmas.

  Love, Julia. XO

  PS. I hope Scott’s girlfriend is a professor. Gabriel will never let him hear the end of it.

  Julia’s second email was from Paul. It could be said that he pined for her, but also he was grateful to have maintained their friendship. He would rather keep his longings to himself than to lose her entirely. And he had to admit that since she’d begun seeing her boyfriend Owen, her very skin glowed.

  (Not that he would have mentioned it.)

  Hey Julia,

  Sorry I didn’t get the chance to say good-bye before you went home. I hope you have a good Christmas. I have a gift for you. Would you give me your address in Pennsylvania so I can send it?

  I’m back at the farm trying to find time to work on my dissertation in between large family gatherings and getting up early to help my dad. Let’s just say my daily routine involves a lot of manure…

  Can I bring you something from Vermont?

  A Holstein of your very own?

  Merry Christmas,

  Paul.

  P.S. Did you hear that Christa Peterson’s dissertation proposal was accepted by Emerson?

  I guess Advent really is the season of miracles.

  Julia stared at the computer screen, reading and re-reading Paul’s postscript. She wasn’t sure what to make of it. It was possible, she thought, that Gabriel accepted Christa’s proposal because she threatened him.

  Julia didn’t want to bring up such an unpleasant topic during their vacation, but the news troubled her. She typed a short reply to Paul, giving him her address, then she emailed her father, telling him that Gabriel was treating her like a princess. She closed the laptop and sighed.

  “That doesn’t sound like a happy Julianne.” Gabriel’s voice sounded behind her.

  “I think I’m going to ignore my email for
the rest of our trip.”

  “Good idea.”

  She turned to find him standing in front of her, wet from the shower, hair tousled, a white towel wound around his hips.

  “You’re beautiful,” she blurted before thinking.

  He chuckled and pulled her to her feet so he could embrace her. “Do you have a thing for men in towels, Miss Mitchell?”

  “Maybe for one particular man.”

  “Are you feeling all right?” He raised his eyebrows expectantly, his expression hungry.

  “I’m a little uncomfortable. But it was worth it.”

  His eyes narrowed. “You need to tell me if I’m hurting you, Julianne. Don’t hide things from me.”

  She rolled her eyes. “Gabriel, it doesn’t hurt; it’s merely uncomfortable. I didn’t notice it during because there were other things on my mind—several other things. You were very distracting.”

  He smiled and kissed her neck loudly. “You need to let me start distracting you in the shower. I’m tired of showering alone.”

  “I’d like that. How are you feeling?”

  He pretended to ponder her question. “Let’s see—loud, hot sex with my beloved inside and outside…Yes, I’d say I’m great.”

  He hugged her close, and the cotton of her robe absorbed some of the water droplets from his skin. “I promise it won’t always be uncomfortable. In time, your body will recognize me.”

  “It already recognizes you. And misses you,” she whispered.

  Gabriel moved the top of her robe aside so he could kiss the slope of her shoulder. With a gentle squeeze, he walked to the bed, retrieving a bottle of ibuprofen and handing it to her.

  “I have to run over to the Uffizi for a meeting, then I have to pick up my new suit at the tailor’s.” He appeared concerned. “Would you mind shopping for a dress by yourself? I’d go with you, but my meeting won’t leave me with much time.”

  “Not at all.”

  “If you can be ready in half an hour, we can walk out together.”

  Julia followed Gabriel into the bathroom, all thoughts of Christa and Paul forgotten.

  After her shower, she stood in front of one of the vanities, drying her hair while Gabriel stood at the other. She found herself glancing over at him, watching as he carried out his shaving preparations with military precision. Finally, she gave up putting on lipstick and simply leaned against the sink, staring.

  He was still naked to the waist, the towel now low on his hips, as he painstakingly shaved in the classical style. His brilliant blue eyes narrowed in concentration behind his black glasses, his damp hair impeccably combed.

  Julia suppressed a laugh at the degree to which his quest for perfection was manifested. Gabriel used a shaving brush with a black wooden handle to mix European shaving soap into a thick lather. After spreading the foam on his face with the brush, he shaved using an antiquated safety razor.

  (For some professors, disposable razors simply aren’t good enough.)

  “What?” He turned, noticing that she was perilously close to ogling him.

  “I love you.”

  His expression softened. “I love you too, darling.”

  “You’re the only non-British person I’ve ever heard use the term darling.”

  “That isn’t true.”

  “It isn’t?”

  “Richard used to call Grace that.” Gabriel gave her a sad look.

  “Richard is old-fashioned, in the best sense.” She smiled. “I love the fact that you’re old-fashioned too.”

  Gabriel snorted and continued shaving. “I’m not so old-fashioned, or I wouldn’t be making mad passionate love with you outside. And fantasizing about introducing you to some of my favorite positions from the Kama sutra.” He winked at her. “But I am a pretentious old bastard and a devil to live with. You’ll have to tame me.”

  “And how shall I do that, Professor Emerson?”

  “Never leave.” His voice dropped, and he turned to face her.

  “I’m more worried about losing you.”

  He leaned over and kissed her forehead. “Then you have nothing to worry about.”

  Chapter 2

  Julia stepped out of the bedroom, feeling nervous. Gabriel had made arrangements for her to shop on his account at the local Prada boutique, and she’d chosen a Santorini-blue V-necked, sleeveless dress made of silk taffeta. Its A-line shape boasted a full pleated skirt and was reminiscent of the kind of dress worn by Grace Kelly in the 1950s. It suited Julia perfectly.

  However, the boutique manager had wanted the accessories to modernize the dress, and thus she chose a sleek silver leather clutch and a pair of tangerine patent leather stilettos that Julia found perilously high. To complete the ensemble, a black cashmere wrap was provided.

  She stood hesitantly in the sitting room, her hair long and loosely curled, her eyes bright and shining. She wore Grace’s diamond earrings and her string of pearls.

  Gabriel had been seated on the sofa in the living room, making last minute changes to his lecture notes. When he saw her he took off his glasses and stood.

  “You’re stunning.” He kissed her cheek and twirled her so he could admire her dress. “Do you like it?”

  “I love it. Thank you, Gabriel. I know it cost a fortune.”

  His gaze drifted down to her shoes.

  She blinked. “Is something wrong?”

  He cleared his throat as his attention remained riveted to her feet.

  “Um…your shoes…they’re—ah—”

  “Nice. Aren’t they?” She giggled.

  “They’re a good deal more than nice.” His voice grew thick.

  “Well, Professor Emerson, if I like your lecture, perhaps I’ll continue wearing them after…”

  Gabriel straightened his tie a little and gave her a cocky grin. “Oh, I’ll see that you like my lecture, Miss Mitchell. Even if I have to deliver it to you personally, between the sheets. And it isn’t my bedroom, it’s our bedroom.”

  She blushed, and he pulled her into his arms.

  “We should go,” he said, pressing a kiss to her hair.

  “Wait. I have a present for you.” She disappeared and returned with a small box that had Prada emblazoned across the top.

  He seemed surprised. “You didn’t have to do that.”

  “I wanted to.”

  Gabriel smiled and carefully lifted the lid. He pulled back the tissue paper to find a lightly patterned Santorini-blue silk tie.

  “I like it. Thank you.” He kissed her cheek.

  “It matches my dress.”

  “Now everyone will know that we belong to each other.” He immediately removed his green tie, tossing it onto the coffee table, and began tying Julia’s gift around his neck.

  Gabriel’s new suit had been custom made by his favorite local tailor. It was black and single-breasted with side vents. Julia admired the suit a great deal, but even more so, she admired the attractive figure in it.

  There is nothing sexier than watching a man put on a tie, she thought.

  “May I?” she offered, as Gabriel struggled in the absence of a mirror.

  He nodded and bent forward, placing his hands around her waist. She adjusted his tie and fixed his collar, running her hands down his sleeves until they rested on the cufflinks at his wrists.

  He gazed at her curiously. “You straightened my tie when I took you to Antonio’s. We were sitting in the car.”

  “I remember.”

  “There’s nothing sexier than having the woman you love fix your tie.” He took her hands in his. “We’ve come a long way since that first night.”

  She reached up to kiss him, taking care not to sully his masculine mouth with her lipstick.

  He brought his lips to her ear. “I don’t know how I’m going to keep the Florentine men at bay this evening. You’ll have to stay very close to me.”

  Julia squealed as he put his arms around her, lifting her so he could kiss her properly, which required Julia to reapply her lipst
ick and both of them to check their appearance in the mirror before they left their room.

  Gabriel held her hand during the short walk to the Uffizi and even after they were whisked to the second floor by a rather pudgy gentleman wearing a paisley bow tie who introduced himself as Lorenzo, Dottore Vitali’s personal assistant.

  “Professore, I’m afraid we have need of you.” Lorenzo glanced between Gabriel and Julia, his eyes darting to their conjoined hands.

  Gabriel tightened his grip.

  “It’s for the—how you say—on the screen? PowerPoint?” Lorenzo gestured to the room behind them where guests were already congregating.

  “Miss Mitchell has a reserved seat,” said Gabriel pointedly, irritated that Lorenzo was ignoring her.

  “Yes, Professore. I shall accompany your fidanzata personally.” Lorenzo nodded respectfully in Julia’s direction.

  She opened her mouth to correct his characterization, but Gabriel pressed a kiss to the back of her hand, murmuring a promise against her skin. Then he was gone, and Julia was escorted to her place of honor in the front row.

  She took in her surroundings, noting the presence of what looked like members of Florence’s glitterati mingling with academics and local dignitaries. She smoothed the skirt of her dress, enjoying the whispering sound of the taffeta beneath her fingers. Given the appearance of the other guests, along with the presence of a bevy of photographers, she was glad that she was well-dressed. She didn’t want to embarrass Gabriel on this most important occasion.

  The lecture was being delivered in the Botticelli room, which was devoted to the finest of his works. In fact, the lectern was situated in between the Birth of Venus and the Madonna of the Pomegranate, while Primavera hung to the audience’s right. The artwork on the wall to the audience’s left had been removed, and a large screen had been hung, on which Gabriel’s PowerPoint slides would be projected.

  She knew how unusual it was to have a lecture in such a special space and silently said a prayer of thanks for this incredible blessing. When she’d spent her junior year in Florence she’d visited the Botticelli room at least once a week and sometimes more often. She found his art both soothing and inspiring. As a shy American undergraduate, she never would have imagined that, two years later, she would be accompanying a world-renowned Dante specialist as he lectured in that very room. She felt as if she’d won the lottery a thousand times over.